1. Increasingly, I find that I feel unhappy and unsatisfied when I indulge in aimless lepaking. Where there is no clear direction, or set direction to achieve something like taking my mind off things, or to foster the bonds between friends. I like bonding over eating. And I like bonding while doing meaningful activities like going to new places. But I don't like bonding over just talking. I don't really like spending/investing my time with things that are not valuable. Talking about things that you can't remember the following week.
2. When something bad happens to me, I think it's okay to grieve and complain a little. But then I will believe and hope and have faith that there will be something good comes out of it in the end.
3. I find myself getting stronger in saying 'No' and just getting up and leaving.
4. I am still gravitating towards a state where my soul will feel more complete.
