3.00 pm :

Too busy to update nowadays. Feel kind of lazy too. And tired most of the time. Mentally n physically.

Right now my thoughts are floating and zooming everywhere on every little thing. It's hard to focus. I guess I miss having a specific task to complete in school.

For this moment, it's the March holidays, can't believe it. March. Holidays. And I have to go revise the Sci(chem) syllabus and probably E Math too.

The teacher aides are a grp of cool young things eh? :) A future law graduate, a prospective Cambridge graduate n two undecided girls. 2 minds taken over by NS and one mind who left all things science two years ago. All I need to do is rearrange the classes so that there will be no overlap. And then make a lesson plan. Looking for students is not as easy as one might think.

Exploring the old quaint peaceful Bedok. Having lunch at someplace kinda new everyday. It is very very weird to eat with two brilliant men for three consecutive days. Yes. Men. And now I get a glimpse of the kind of people I will meet in University. Kinda daunting.

It's really nice when students prefer you over another teacher. Haha...

Is it so hard to say 'Congrats!' and just end it like that? You're asking the same question and the answer has always been the same: "Why are you thinking too much?" Well, why are you not thinking?

You can't stay sane and know me but you're still talking to me. You're really crazy aren't you.

You're dragging your point while I'm trying to keep it short and sweet.

Yes, it's not easy to talk to me. It shouldn't be. After all those attempts to get rid of me, you think it's so easy to pick of the pieces? You think it's so easy to talk again after leaving me in all that nastiness.

GO AWAY (( INSERT WHATEVER BAD WORD THAT IS IN MY HEART RIGHT NOW)).


Yes I really rarely curse people.

But then again, that shows how much of an impact you left me and how much of a disappointment you are to me, doesn't it.


ARGH TO THE WORLD.