Today was supposed to be Kamal's birthday. I wanted to meet up with the guys because meeting up last week was very fun. It was therapeutic. It was something that made me happy and something to help me keep my week going. I wanted to meet them and just eat somewhere and talk. Talking things that we don't have to use too much of our brains to do. Though sometimes I don't like it, it's really healthy as a weekly event.

So today we went to Bedok Point. I brought Ilhan along. I suspected something wrong with him then already. I changed him to nice clothes and then got ready. While waiting for me, he lay down on the mattress. He looked sleepy and moody. I didn't think it was normal but I thought he was just tired out from the morning.

When I reached Bedok, I was early. Farshad and me waited at the bus stop and then we moved to Bedok Library. When Fazari and Azrul arrived we went to Bedok Point. But Manhattan suffered a power outage. So we ate at Gong Cha and then The Chicken Rice Shop. We split the bill. Honey BBQ was nice. Ilhan seemed to enjoy himself with Fazari. But I felt rimas. And so did Azrul.

After that, Bapak came to pick Ilhan up & bring him home and send us to Tampines. Faz had some vouchers and wanted to spend it on dessert. So we went to Swensons'. I expected us to share ice cream but Faz decided to buy an ice cream cake instead. It's been a long time since I ate ice cream cake! We chose cookies & cream. We got a complimentary sundae too because it was "my birthday" hahaha! And 2 fries. :D I love Swensons' fries.

After Maghrib, we went to MBS. Shafiq drove us there with his parent's car. MBS is really big. And I doubled up and made observations for my Paper 3. We watched the fountain show. That was something. There was fire and water mists and music and colours. But I felt like I was at a NDP. Sarah came after a lot of camwhoring. And she gave me biscuits from Marks' and Spencers'. Oh Sade gave me a file and a notebook. I was eyeing the file previously on a seperate occasion. We haven't seen each other a lot.

So that was today. Almost 10 hours out. HAHA. :x

I have one paper due on Wednesday.

Presentation on Friday.

First draft of Paper 3 due the following Tuesday.

Presentation for that Wednesday

Another Paper due that Friday.

And a paper due the following Thursday.

Allright, out of the above, only the second one is not graded.

InshaALlah, I will do good. I need clarity and inspiration. Motivation and drive. :D I need health.

And ah well. Seriously.

It's ok.

I know who I am and that's more important. :D