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1:04 AM Thursday, August 19, 2010


Sometimes I wonder what kind of friendship this.... because it's so apparent that we don't make an effort anymore... and it's so obvious that you don't really care anymore... I don't believe that this primary school drama is happening in this college age.

If I faded out would you be worried?
If I suddenly went overseas one day and stayed there for a year/migrated and kept mum about it would you have noticed?

No?
Then we're not friends... we're not even distant friends... you just know me by name.

Friends are not people who you plonk into your life just when their ties with you and who they are as a person benefits you. Those are networks and those fit in an entirely different category, mutually understood by the two parties. You need to understand that you need to spend time with them and invest in this relationship. You need to understand the subtleties of a push and pull relationship. Sometimes you need her just because and sometimes you need to help her just because. You need to understand that.

I've moved on. And by now if I don't really approach you with a smiley face, then you need to take that message and go.

Disclaimer: one 'you' does not fit a single entity.
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Now I have to call Fadi soon and ask her how she is because as the days go by, I'm growing increasingly worried about her...

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I've always secretly believed in the Law of Attraction... what I really need will come to me from the crowds. Thank you.






NURsa
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<3 chocolates
<3 family
<3 friends
<3 balloons
<3 presents
<3 sleeping
<3 surprises!
<3 good design
<3 poetry
<3 great stories
<3 looking at the stars
<3 patterns: houndstooth floral, plaids/checkered
<3 colours:purple,pink,brown,grey,black
<3 pearls
<3 pure lace
<3 bracelets
<3 Korean everything (almost) !




MOVIE WISHLIST
1. Sepet
2. Gubra
3. Mukhsin
4. Muallaf
5. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
6. Nick and Norah's Playlist
7. The Day The Earth Stood Still
8. Wildchild
9. Lars and the Real Girl
10. Sandcastle

BOOKS TO READ
1. The Age of Innocence by Edith Warton
2. Letters To A Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke
3. The History of Love: A Novel by Nicole Krauss






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