I am fleeting. I have many interests.

Astronomy. Writing. Social good. Being ethical. Being financially sound. Family bonding. Spirituality. Art and performance. Stories. I like connecting with people.

But I love writing.

Since 2 years ago, I've been with Nusantara Development Initiative. I found that this is not what I want. I want to be a writer. I've been doing it all wrong I think. Opportunities today are more than in the past. Really really really. I have seen it but I always attend the first session and then have no spirit to continue, to follow up. I need to be stronger and more determined.

My thoughts are all over the place. My writing is confusing, because I am confused.

Sometimes I feel like my life is like an internet browser. Always opening up many tabs, and jumping from one tab to the other...

I really need to be more focused.

I'm turning 23. How I live my days determine how I live my life. Time is not going slower. It is going faster. I cannot wait for things to drop on my lap. I need to commit to get them.