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Examine myself objectively is impossible
9:58 PM Tuesday, September 18, 2012


Lazy to do interim report right now. But I believe that I will get around to doing it... eventually. By tonight.

I just need to put myself at a distance and examine myself critically.

I just realised, meeting friends from my former life, that I have learnt to stand for what I believe in, over how others feel.

I was mean today. And I was perfectly okay with it.

I thought that there was only so much that I could tolerate that action. And I spoke against it. Is that bad?

I was mean today. And I was fine with that.

I'm not sure how I feel about that.

I think I don't like this about myself right now.

I could have handled it more gracefully.

If I think: What would Aisyah a.s. do about this? Or Khadijah a.s. do about this?

I don't think they would have treated that friend as I did.

And now, as I type this, realise I was mean. But I won't change what I did.

His needs were not that dire. And he did realise his fault. He was potentially taking up my time.

But if I feel like that, I should feel like my time is precious. And I should then use up that time to finish the interim report for my Quantitative Reasoning module.

I hope USP staff approves my application to India. I just flipped through the magazine by International Relations Office and there's someone talking about a snowboarding module.

Ah wellz.

UE in NUS should be funner: like graffiti art or stg. Bleah!





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