mb Neni was right.
Dang it's just so unfair.
How it's just so easy for me to accept.
At one point of time i felt repulsed. I felt annoyed and irritated every time I hear that sound. The irrevocable greeting which starts the conversation.
but now.
Haiz... i wonder what was the turning point.
And I wonder what made the sands shift and the tides turn.
We cannot deny how close knit and penetrative and persuasive that big group is. And how they introduce ideas into you which you never thought of before. Those accusing questions, the innocent comment. The cumulative pressure.
Whatever it is, I will stick by my original stand. At least I can trust myself for having very strong principles.
If it takes two hands to clap.
Can it be, that it takes two hands, not to start, wanting to clap?
At least I hope that my mum will support me in this.
It's easy to start caring once you allow yourself to. But is it easy to close the door against a swarm of buzzing bees?
