I want to bear grudges at the people who make it seem this way. They can't help it but to encourage something but I know that it's nothing. It's just that I miss good conversations that's why I'm feeling like this. THat is all. And grudges are corrosive. Especially with the stomach acids churning about, this time of the day.

I really miss good conversation sometimes.

And the good conversation has gone and got himself a job and forgotten about me I bet.