can't you think of how others love it too? and how others would like to join in appreciating the artist?

or is it just programmed in me to feel too much and care unconditionally?

other than that, I'm beginning to feel pin prick itches all over the top half of my body. I fervently hope it's not the chicken pox. Haiz. If I do get it I'm going to take the medicine that will kill them in one day. Can't afford this seriously. But I don't feel weak or anything. I hope my immunity can kill them off.