You don't have to act like that, shutting people out. It's not the choice of not letting people know, it's just your demeanor: it's quite a turn off. This is what I have to say. Through those words, that's what I wanted you to learn. I just know that you need it. That's why I gave you that bundle of words, hoping you would learn and not think that you're lonely, that is but a mere inner construction. Somehow, you're becoming too dependent on that one and you're really forgetting the many. The many who hurt because you don't think, or if you do, only for yourself. But since the many take it with a pinch of salt, and since they think that this is the way you behave anyway, you are you going to depend on when there really is a crisis?
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I can't remember if I sacrificed a lot in J1 for the other, but at that time, what I had at hand was not that important.

The value of all things change over time. Like the stock market.